So lets be honest, I've been struggling with motherhood, I don't think its as extreme as post-pardum depression but its definitely a daily struggle. I am constantly comparing myself to other moms. I'm constantly worried that I'm doing a bad job, raising the bubs. Tomorrow is officially 1.5 years he has been in my life and I love him so much that I know I wouldn't have these last few years another way. I'm finally realizing that this is gods calling for me to raise him up to be a godly man and a good person. I've always kinda knew this but it has always been on the back burner.
this week that all changed. after some conversations with friends and a AWESOME message at church I'm realizing what god has called me to do. this realization is so fulfilling it still hasn't sunk in all the way. I see new things every day that make it more and more clear.
now if i just would have more clarity in other areas of my life we would be all set :)
